December 2010
5 posts
“I believe that you control your destiny, that you can be what you want to be....”
“Watch your thoughts, for they become words.
Watch your words, for they become...”
– Damn, this is true. Kind of why Im in this fucked up situation right now.
I wrote this long epic thing on paper thinking it would be a bit more thought out but I think Im just tired of talking. Who reads my shit anyway?
November 2010
83 posts
I Spelled Peace Wrong
I left off the last blog by saying that if everyone could be them self there would be no need for stereo types and people could live in peace. Anything is possible with an open mind. Being yourself may not be being anything or anyone at all but a person who thinks openly. I can say that is true for my self to a degree. It doesn’t really boil down to anything big really, just little things....
Dueces
Assuming only makes an ass out of you and me. I dont think I am assuming anything but you can assume that I dont think you are grown up enough to handle me BrizzyPu. I get the feeling that for a child I am handling this more like an adult than anyone. So like an adult Ill choose to ignore you at least because it is easier. I should have never even entertained you last night. Once I get my room...
No excuses
I Said…”Its not even me that thinks Im a man. I am fully aware that I am still growing up. Its everyone around me including the girl I love that thinks I am trying to hard to be a man. How does she expect me to choose who my father is? I know who he is. I think it may have something to do with last Christmas when I got everyone the gift that they wanted. I had the money, wouldn’t...
Yup…I have contemplated suicide. C’mon BrizzyPu everyone knows that. Half ass bullshit. A little less drunk and today may have been perfect for me.
What can I say other than I have been wrong about everything the last few years. Meeting people on line is ok if it works in the traditional way. You chat a little bit through email, IM, exchange numbers possibly and then meet. At least thats how Ive seen it work. The things I have done have been wrong and ineffective. I keep saying that I am doing these things for others but what do they really...
Train →
Why do I get the feeling that you have never looked for your self? You seem pretty fuckin confident about yourself. This is a great fuckin song and when I hear it BrizzPu I do not think about you. You keep pulling shit up that is an attempt to piss me off. This ain’t love. at least not on your end. When you actually take a journey through your imagination and can show some. Then you have...
System Of a Down →
Shinedown →
Cage The Elephant →
Blackstone Cherry →
Scars On Broadway →
Stairway To Heaven →
Love Can not exist with conflicting religous or spiritual beliefs. I am not in a position to tell people what to believe nor do I believe anyone is. Faith itself is not something anyone should be told to have. Having it is natrual and how you come to find it is to each their own. I’m not going to get caught in a religous debate with somone i care about. Things were said in anger that...
“She’s probably in denial that she’s a great big ball of insecurity...”
– ~Boy George
“For me, every day is a new thing. I approach each project with a new insecurity,...”
– ~Frank Gehry
“Each one of us requires the spur of insecurity to force us to do our best.”
– ~Harold W. Dodds
“Let every eye negotiate for itself and trust no agent.”
– ~William Shakespeare
“Expectation is the root of all heartache.”
– ~William Shakespeare
“Welcome to New York, now go the fuck home.”
– ~Johnny Cash
“You’ve got to know your limitations. I don’t know what your...”
– ~Johnny Cash
“So, I learn from my mistakes. It’s a very painful way to learn, but...”
– ~Johnny Cash
“Don’t dwell on what went wrong. Instead, focus on what to do next. Spend...”
– ~Denis Waitley
“Style is that which indicates how the writer takes himself and what he is...”
– ~Robert Frost
“People who live in the past generally are afraid to compete in the present....”
– ~Sparky Anderson
“Your past is important but it is not nearly as important to your present as the...”
– ~Tony Campolo
“You can clutch the past so tightly to your chest that it leaves your arms too...”
– ~Jan Gildwell
Blow The Dust Off The Old Boots With the Gas From... →
Symphonic Melodies →
I Dont Think This Is Blink (I Woke Up Singing This... →
Story Time →
A Lot Happens In A Year..
“You get what you pay for.” Stuck in a commitment with something that really doesn’t suit you. You ignore it as much as possible and only bring it out when you absolutely need it. It serves its purpose but you would really like to get rid of it. A bad omen purchased with the expectation of good things to come. In fact, nothing has been worse since this purchase. The last token of...
If I can work and get my education that would cover my goal. If I can finish my book and get it published, that would cover a dream. A Love?? I don’t know how much more into you I can get. If dreams came true, you would probably top them all. Things and dreams do change. The ones that you want to come true never do. Talent is meaningless if you do not have someone to share it with. Giving...
“A goal, a love and a dream give you total control over your body and your life.”
– ~John Wayne Schlatter
“The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart...”
– ~Pearl S. Buck